I started this blog as a place to talk, have fun, and share things. In life I am a happy, upbeat positive person. I don't allow myself to show anyone when I am feeling anything less than happiness. Maybe that doesn't make me real? I just don't want to bring people down, I don't want to show my weakness, I want to be full of grace in all things. But this feels good. Can I let my guard down a little and share a piece of my heart with you? Share something with you that I haven't shared with anyone else?
Monday, Nov 1, 2010
To my beautiful child,
We don't know each other yet- it'll be some time before God "knits you in my womb" (we hope!) but the thought of you intoxicates me. I have loved you for so long, I have dreamed of your face, imagined the way you'll feel in my arms, singing to you and covering you with love. Your daddy and I have been married for almost 6 1/2 years and to me, it felt like this time could just not get here fast enough. (He's sleeping right now and looks absolutely adorable.) But I know God has a purpose and a plan for our marriage, and the reward has been great. I have had to trust in His timing and ask God to give me peace and patience while he worked things to His design. I have so many plans for you-- not as in controlling your life and decisions, but as in who you will be as a person. A kind, warm, compassionate, driven, successful, humble, motivated Christian person who people will love, respect and admire. I pray that I will serve you well, that I will do my job, that I won't let you down. This is a love letter, my precious. I want you to know, as a mere glint in your father and mother's eye, you have always been loved and will always be loved. I cannot wait to share our lives together!
Heart,
Your Mom
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